But it's better if you do

Borrowed from a Panic at the Disco song (and I think they borrowed it from a book).

Boy, what a day! I've been sick off and on since yesterday. I feel like crap but there has been too much going on so I've been fighting the urge to crawl in bed and stay there all day. I think tomorrow I can afford a bit of rest before my lessons post but then it's back to the grind stone. I want to go to bed right now but I need to get the kids off to bed and I had to post my "B" alphablog because it would really suck to trip up and fail on day FREAKING TWO!!

Blogs, I enjoy reading blogs when people put interesting things on them to read. I also enjoy writing on my blog, but there is that fine line between being brutally honest and sharing everything and put only what you are willing to have read and repeated back to your face put out there. Still, to the people whose blogs I read, get off your ass and write something dang it!!

Baths, my kids always want to take a bath, not a shower. I don't blame them, it's pretty relaxing to sit in that warm water and just relax, or in their case play. I have a ton of rubber duckies, I mean literally I have like 600+ rubber duckies due to a fluke spontaneous purchase during the time of trying to make my marriage work. So yeah, bath time is a riot. If I'm ever rich, I want a house with a nice big tub I can take a nice bath in. I don't like to take baths very often, oddly enough I don't enjoy being wet so the quicker I can get into a shower, soaped up, rinsed off, and out on dry land again the happier I am, but it would be nice to have a nice tub for those times when I did feel like a real bath. Maybe there would even be room for me and all my duckies. ;)

Boyfriends, so I'm single again, and I have no idea what to do with that. I married my first boyfriend, and honestly, when he and I "dated" we really only went on like four dates total. The rest of the time was "hanging out". The idea of actually dating again terrifies me. I think I could be okay with being single forever, except at the same time I would like to have other experiences. I guess I'll let time work that one out for me. In the meantime, it makes a great topic for a book.

Books, man I love books. I have tons of books, everywhere. And then you have my dream of someday writing a few of my own. I'm going to have to get a lot more disciplined before I can do that though, right now I'm too flighty and I don't commit enough. I need to get my rear in gear and get to it. I'll admit though, every time I'm at a store that sells books, when I pass the book section I do a quick visualization exercise and see my book there on the shelf. Maybe I should work on some visualization exercises on editing, as that's where I am stalling now.

Brett Erlich and Ben Hoffman, two of the guys who make InfoMania wonderful. Brett has now branched off to have a second show called The Rotten Tomatoes Show on Current, I believe I've mentioned it before here. Ben is of course the tech report guy and Brett is the Viral Video Film School professor, among other tidbit parts on InfoMania. If you haven't checked it out yet, click a link and check it out.

Birthdays, my sister had a birthday this past Sunday, and I called but didn't get through to her, so Happy Birthday Sis, and I hope you had a good one!!

Better stop there. I'm feeling light headed and it's time to turn in. I hope you all have a beautiful night and a wonderful Wednesday!! I'm hoping to feel better by then so I can be back to 100%, and then if I could get a job interview or win the lottery that would just top the day off wonderfully. Or heck, why not have both?! ;) Take care!